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whatshouldwecallme:

In high school/college I was like, 

Now I’m like, 

whatshouldwecallme:

okay, so it’s not like i want to cheat on david.

spencer and i had drinks, talked about life, he even knew i had a boyfriend, so no funny business.

but things have been terrible for me, of course it’s been rocky. things have been bad for him too. but it’s not like we’re going to be in a relationship soon. maybe it’s infatuation? i think he is a great guy, but no way i can ever do something bad like this to david.

i just sent david a message. not specifically wanting to break up, but about my frustrations. i honestly do want to break up with him because i’ve just been dying inside. i want to live! not be a slut tho, but just the idea of being tied up to someone else just makes me die more inside, and i know a real relationship shouldn’t feel like this.

so… just found out one of Dave’s frat brothers broke up with his girl. he called me adorable… not hitting on me right? he hasn’t tried anything on me because he knew i was with dave, but dumb drunk me told him about the situation. so i just have to be cautious. and being cautious involves a limited amount of alcohol. lame!

i was totally myself, i kept my head on… i guess well… i really told the truth after enough drinks, but still, this guy is really something. he’s been told before that he’s emotionally unavailable. which is a crack of bull shit. but is it foolish of me for wanting to try? we’ll try after i set things right frist, of course. he’s a cool guy, it seems he has a lot of female friends, so idk if i should be worried, but its not like he’s in a relationship right now… truth. anyway, i wanna try this out when the time is right. #thebatenderwastotallyright

i have met the perfect man for me. please let this happen. #pleaseletitbeacleanbreakupplease

——edit—-

he’s catholic. super nerdy. it must be fate right?

i just met you

and this is crazy,

but here’s my numberrrr

so call me maybe?

he’s one of those awkward adorable guys that’s socially awkward and doesn’t really know that he’s good looking. those are harder and harder to come by nowadays! especially since there are a ton of douchebags in college

but i want to know him, i want to see him, i want to hang out